Celebrating Lek 2014

December 17, 2009 seems so far way, yet it feels like yesterday. You’ve been gone 5 years now Mama. 5 YEARS! It seems like yesterday and yet also feels like a lifetime ago. Time sometimes seems like it moves like molasses and sometimes it seems like lightning flashing across the sky. There are moments where…

Happy Birthday to Lek

I should be asleep, but my brain won’t shut off and I wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! It’s almost one and will be past one by the time this posts. I know, I should be asleep, I have work in the morning. I know you’re watching over me right now, slightly shaking your head.…

Celebration of Lek 2013

Not only am I celebrating you Mama, it’s also a full moon tonight, which I find very fitting if I do say so myself. Luna and all her might shining down with you on this glorious day. Simply amazing and a sign of the power you still have in my life. You’ve been gone four…

Goodnight Baby

There are words you never forget Like a chorus that plays over and over in your head The sounds of your last breathe Why did this road lead to your death? Life, oh so cruel, to steal us away from you Your last words, “goodnight baby” Forever seared into my ears Stained with my tears…

Celebration of Lek

Today marks the 3rd anniversary of my mom’s death…I was some 725 miles away from my family and on the other side of the gates from my mom, but I know she, like my family were near. I was okay through out the day…but the overwhelming sadness filled me as I drove to where I…